Too much things happen in one night
I’m always the same weirdo. But saturday night something happened. I finally found some people that may actually like me. And you know what? I had the best time of my life, I totally mean it. I’m not the kind of girl that loses control at parties or at some people’s house. But saturday I decided to let go: I drank, and I danced all night with my friends. And I had so much fun. Like I have never been so happy. And maybe I made some mistakes or maybe not. I had a “thing” with one of my friends. We danced, we kissed and it was amazing. Now we write to each other a lot, but I don’t know if he is taking this seriously, but he is beautiful and he is so hot, and also charming. In the meaning time another guy comes in, the sweetest guy eve, a guy that I never expected.
And now what? Two guys: one is sweet and the other is a badass.
Wait what? TWO GUYS ? Like I have never been noticed by anybody and now two guys at the same time. This is so crazy. Life is crazy. One day I’m miserable and the next day I feel alive, and happy, and loved.
This is the first time in my whole life that I feel loved.
And I am so happy, is a wonderful feeling
I found out what is the real meaning of having fun. And I like it.
Now matter how hard the past,
you can always begin again.
Well I’m not the typical popular girl,not really.And guys don’t think that I’m saying this things for making you like me,it’s true.The worst thing about me is that I actually hate myself.I just want to be pretty.I want to be loved.My life is not like the one in the movies.I’m not the weird girl that after a month becomes the most popular girl in her school and with a perfect boyfriend, and I don’t even hope for it.I know that I will have to fight for happiness, and I will.And I think that one of the most difficult things to do for me,and for the everybody, is to don’t care about what other people think.Because people always judge you for everything and they say that being yourself is not good enough, and they tell you that is not okay to be different.What the hell ?Why don’t you just shut your mouth and let us live our life?And they think that feeling depressed and sad when you are young is just a thing without sense.
But I bet that nobody will ever think how sad and miserable teenagers can be.
So this is what I think. I just have one last world for everybody that is feeling down. COURAGE.
just find that one person and everything will be okay
"And In That Monent I Swear We Were Infinite"